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Apparently no one writes in livejournal anymore but I refuse to Twitter. So I have a puppy now, he was a lot of work at first but he has grown on me. It's a lot taking care of another life. I really don't know how people have puppies and still work long hours, I am lucky enough that my dog comes to work with me. I feel so bad leaving him at home by himself. Also pets are expensive... very expensive
On ANother note: it;s so warm today it feels like summer... I miss the summer, when you work full time you miss the summer and then everything turns into one and it's winter again..
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[16 Mar 2009|08:29pm] |
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On Friday i went to see Duncan Sheik at Berklee in Boston, here are some lyrics from his new album which is actually a stage production. I liked these
What are you looking at, what do you see? Is it the truth or a strange fantasy? Whenever you're watching You're changing the scene Time is a place, this place is a song Where mothers are distant and fathers are gone He too may be watching but he's not letting on Can't dry your eyes Or say it's alright Even though he might And she can't kiss your cheek As the days become weeks No rewind No repeats Days, nights, wrongs, rights, earthbound starlight Hey, are you listening? What is the sound of things that you lose that you never have found? You're finding the way Or turning around Dancer with destiny Tempter of fate The life that you lived is only a taste Sometimes the sweetest is the time that you waste I won't dry your eyes Or say it's alright 'Cause sometimes that's the lie Even if she kissed your cheek Still the days become weeks No rewind No repeats Steal your heart Life is hard Never easy, believe me Need no more questions Maybes are mights Darkness descends, run out of light When you go blind You get second sight The deeper you dive The greater the heights So don't dry your eyes Or say it's alright Life is hard It's a fight Even if she kissed your cheek Still the days become weeks No rewind No repeats As the days become weeks No remind No repeats Days, nights, wrongs, rights, earthbound starlight
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[24 Feb 2009|08:35pm] |
So i was looking back at my journal only to realize I haven't written like I used to. I have a great imagination and it isn't going anywhere. I really should write some kind of a story... the problem is that I am just too lazy and have no motivation to do it. I mean it would probably have to be something I would stick to
on other news... boo the ecomony! i am really nervous for myself, my family especially my parents... so Pray for them that they will still have a job really
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[21 Jan 2009|09:24pm] |
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SO I went to my first grad school class today... and I am pretty sure I am dropping it. First off it was open admision, so you don't have to start at the beginning. I was very confused. Second I was taught clinically, so all of my responces were different. How would I do 150 hours of practicum work as well as real work? They expect a lot... it seems interesting but when the lady told me the salary I frooze... 1000 more than I make now, for a masters FOR A MASTERS!!!!! that is crazy, i mean why would i pay almost 25000 in school to get 1000 more? idk... i thought this might be good but i guess i am starting fresh to look for grad work that goes along with my work now.... it really made me feel great about what I do tho..,. I feel better
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[13 Jan 2009|06:16pm] |
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Today's Horoscope: Don't rush ahead with any major purchases right now. Something is coming in the near future that could make you regret any extravagant outlays of money that you make today. And examine your motivation for this sudden urge to spend -- are you trying to put forth an image of yourself that isn't genuine? Not only is that a loser's game, it's an expensive loser's game! So stop shopping and start being true to who you are -- because who you are is pretty darn special.
Figures... I spent enough this weekend, now that I have a Wii I just can't help it. Looking forward to seeing my sisters from Maine this weekend!!!!!
Things are going well
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[22 Dec 2008|05:56pm] |
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I need to be myself I can't be no one else I'm feeling supersonic Give me gin and tonic
TIS THE SEASON!!! It's almost Christmas time and I love this time of year!
don't love the snow tho
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[04 Dec 2008|09:42pm] |
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REALLY, everyday I read my horoscope at night it is right on... get this "If you need an attitude adjustment, you need to come up with a different strategy for working through your emotions. Today, instead of feeling all of your feelings and then getting overwhelmed, move them up to your brain -- and start thinking them through. Take each emotion one at a time -- identify what you are feeling and then analyze it. Is it helping you live a happier life or making you feel bad about yourself? The answers to these questions will help you move past negative feelings." and that is exactly how I feel and how I feel shitty about being mad... ugh I hate that... oh well time to think better
christmas party at work tomorrow for my patients. I made 1000 paper cranes this past week, OMG my hands hurt from that not to mention the 100 or so snow flakes, my units are gonna look awesome!!!! GO therapy department!!! hahaha
Get in that Christmas Spirit!
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[19 Nov 2008|08:57pm] |
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Ugh I hate that I get random sicknesses... I hate that random doctors stand around me explaining that what is happening can't be happening. I have no desire to have surgery, end of story
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[19 Nov 2008|08:56pm] |
maddog1401757 (8:54:55 PM): what i can't listen to country all4nookie03 (8:55:03 PM): cos you have all of your teeth maddog1401757 (8:55:36 PM): well i'll keep the windows rolled up then
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[12 Nov 2008|08:29pm] |
“I believe in the sun when it's not shining, I believe in love even when I feel it not, I believe in God even when he is silent.”
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“May you have love that never ends, lots of money and lots of friends. Health be yours, whatever you do and may God send many blessings to you.”
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[04 Nov 2008|06:59pm] |
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I feel like absolute shit right now... my sides hurt really... i went to the ER today, embarassing because I work there because the doctor said they couldn't do anything, then when i got a cat scan they found my intestins to be swollena nd something stuck.... wicked sucks...
ugh not in a good mood
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[10 Oct 2008|01:55pm] |
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WOOHOO I passed that exam!!! SO now I am officially a CTRS... yay!!! and I am enjoying my vacation... 4 and a half days off... whats up
that's right
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[07 Oct 2008|06:13pm] |
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"WE go together like a bowl of chowder and a big clam cake" - family guy
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[15 Sep 2008|08:19pm] |
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It's sad when you miss a room that you spent 4 years in that had no windows... oh G8, I miss my college years :(
on another note: RIP Richard Wright my favorite band it won't be the same http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lvhglatOE3E&eurl=http://new.music.yahoo.com/blogs/stopthepresses/287/richard-wright-wish-you-were-here
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[07 Sep 2008|07:50pm] |
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I need a friend in Newport, RI to go to all of the fun festivals with me... anyone know anyone?
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[05 Sep 2008|10:23am] |
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My Horoscope can't be more true....:-/
Sagittarius11/22 – 12/21 There is a very strong need for you to clean your emotional house today. You need to toss out things that are keeping you from moving forward. If you are still nursing a heartache, that's one thing -- but if you are still wallowing in your self pity or pain, then that's quite another. Let go of the past and focus on your dreams for the future. You've been carrying this pain for too long. The fact is, you can decide to be happy or decide to be sad. Which will it be? That's a great question... things have been going great between but one bump in the road, and i am trying really hard to just let it go, but its dificult because i keep thinking of things or obstacles from the past. I understnad it is my choice to feel happy or sad and right now I just feel anxious, I let it go, go on with my day and then i think of it and get dragged back in, its like my subconscience is just bringing it up again... why is it so hard for me? I dont' know , how come you can't be more helpful... I wish i had some reassurance or something sometimes... not like i really needed but its nice to hear those words
hopefully I will have a great weekend... I hope so I really do...
moving forward
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This is my horoscope for today: and it's completely true. No matter how slowly things go today (and they will probably go pretty slowly), you need to keep busy! If you need to, utilize your massive creativity to cook up some job or task that you can do to ensure that your hands are not idle today. Being bored is simply not acceptable, now -- if you're left with nothing to do, your brain will go off into some negative directions and your imagination could cook up some bad theories about a certain someone you want to get to know better. _______________________________________________________________________________________________________
My weekend was great and not so great at the same time. I had a lot of fun in NAragansett and Newport, RI is a good time and I enjoy getting to spend time with Mike. I really love you
SOmethings are confusing to me but I hope I can get through and things will work out., I am hopeful
I am going to get a part time job, for more cash and to not be so lonely/bored.
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[05 Aug 2008|06:17pm] |
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I need a hobby because I am not used to being by myself all of the time... hmmm any suggestions?
Work is going well, it's cool that I get to write programs that help ppl in their life skills and leisure. It is a pretty good job, I just have to get used to the fast that I am by myself and hopefully I will make a friend or two soon.
I Wish I could show my pictures that I took of the beach here in Newport... they are on facebook if you wanna see them.
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